There was a man and a woman. They were cartoons, and they were kinda fat and didn't have any clothes on. Normally, if there was anything like that on TV I'd be told to close my eyes.. but not this time. They were in the bath, then in the bed. The narrator told us exactly what they were doing - they were having sex! The man put his penis inside the woman's vagina (I don't think I even knew that I had a vagina either) and they did a lot of bouncing around under the covers until sticky stuff called sperm squirted out of the man's penis and into the woman...

I WAS DISGUSTED!! TOTALLY AND UTTERLY DISGUSTED!!! Nobody in their right mind would ever purposely do anythng as yucky as that!

Then it was time for the sperm race The sperm dived into a swimming pool and started swimming towards the prize! The egg, all dressed up as a bride, and the sperm swam hard to get her. The seprm that won the race was wearing a top hat and was carrying flowers, so of course he had to win. They kissed, the sperm went inside the egg, and a baby was created. And that is where we came from. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....

I wanted bubbies! I really did! but i knew then and there that i could never have any. There was no way that I was ever going to do that in my entire life - so there! And then I cried my eyes out. I was devastated. And I could never (or so I thought) take my parents seriously again, cause they had done that at least six times!

And that is how I learned about sex.

Ok... so I've changed my mind. Once the idea of sex disgusted me, now I can't seem to get enough of it. Once my dreams of being a mummy were shattered, now i've already been pregnant once (although I didn't go through with it). Once I never wanted to hear about sex again, now I read about it, sexuality, etc., eagerly.

I've learned the truth! Sex is beautiful, sex is fun, sex is best when i cum! and that is why i'm devoting this issue of my zine to it!

 
  if anyone knows where i can get that video please tell me! Despite the fact that it may bring back traumatic memories i really do want to see it one more time...