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see, there is something inside of me that says hold on to him tight - because if you let go yr gonna lose him. and so i do. and if anyone comes along that could take you away from me or loosen my grip, i fight it in the only way i know how - though jealousy...
and even though i know that you hate it, you try so hard to get me that way - it's like you love putting me on a tightrope to see, not if i can balance, but which way i will fall... left or right... jealous or not jealous... and when i decide that i hate my jealousy, and when i decide to stop it, it scares you and so you try even harder to get me jealous again.. because i think you think that my jealousy is a sign of my love. and it is... but that's so negative and there are so many other ways to show that i love you...