So I just looked up a newgroup (talk.abortion)cause I was stupid enough to think that there I might find some supportive people, some people with stories of their own to share that would help me - you know? I guess I should have known that it would be full of pro-life arguments and people saying that 'abortion is evil, truly evil'. Why is it that all 'pro-lifers', or most at least, are priveleged, white, 'christian' men? ... What a stupid question, because I know exactly why. Because they've never been in a situation where, no matter how much they want to keep the baby they're carrying, the can't cause its not in the least fair or right for their baby or them. They make it out to be something that is cruel, callous, and, as they say, 'evil', calling abortion cold-blooded murder when it really is so so far from that. They don't understand (because they don't want to) that it's not an easy decision and that it is ever so painful, and that ultimately, its a decision based on love.....

Because it's not RIGHT to bring a baby into the world when it can't be cared for as well as it should be and when it won't have the opportunities it should have, and everything else... Cause although I love my baby totally, and will do so forever, right now I cannot give it the life it deserves, that I could give her a few years from now. And I can't limit the lives of the three of us involved.

I AM NOT A MURDERER AND I AM NOT EVIL!!!!

What right have they to call me that? What right have they to try to make me feel guilty, and to try to control my life through that guilt? What right do they have to say what is right and what is wrong? THEY HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT!

Fuck "Christians" and other "religious-type" people, because most often they are the most bigoted, hypocritical, compassionless people on earth. And fuck all those people that judge others without having any conception of what those people are going through...